Obsession

1 Year into Widowhood and I am obsessed with Widows on the internet. I want to read their blogs, find Facebook pages, join Yahoo groups. I guess I just want to see how others in the same situation as me are handling their widowed life and if their experiences are similar to my experiences.
Funny I started this blogsite 16 months ago, just after we came back from a family trip to San Diego. I only did one post..a draft of our San Diego trip as our 1st day was the worst type of travel day one could experience. I never did publish the post and it just sat dormant all that time.That was our last family trip together.  Little did I know that 4 months later, I would suddenly lose my husband and father to my 2 sons, aged 3 and almost 6. So here I am now, officially starting the blog as a widow.