Tears Even After 3 1/2 Years

Wow I didn't write in here at all in 2012! Well the grief  waves have struck again. The other night the boys were listening to some music and doing some dance moves. J was dancing around and reminded me so much of  hubby that it just brough me to tears.  Last August we went to a wedding of one of hubby's relatives. J at a mere 9 years old was one of the star dancers. I kept thinking about how proud his dad would have been of him and how much fun they would have had on the dance floor. Also little R was a ringbearer and looked so cute in his tux and I could just see G beaming down from heaven.
I changed my profile pic on Facebook to one of  G and J holding hockey sticks in front of a net. G looks so happy and proud to be in that picture with his min hockey player. Tear agains began to roll as I think about all the future that the 2 of them have lost on earth. I know G has a great future in heaven but poor J doesn't get to enjoy shooting pucks with his dad.  I just LOVE that photo and need to think of how to present it in a frame or something....